al-Niffari (النفري)
2021
Acrylic on paper
30 x 23 cm; handstitched
Artist’s Statement
[Transcribed and translated from a voice note]
Suddenly we were imprisoned by Covid. Very suddenly.
It was a reality we couldn’t comprehend. Nature became cut off, nowhere was accessible. At home, I didn’t have much to do other than paint. While it is a beautiful thing to draw without feeling the weight of being imprisoned, quarantine meant that we weren’t really free. This realization caused pain and uncertainty: Were we ever going to be relieved of this state—and when?
Throughout my life, in tough situations, especially psychological ones, there are two realms that I rely on: nature and books. Since nature was off-limits, my only refuge was reading.
I stumbled upon al-Neffari, and it wasn’t the first time. I began a new journey with the manuscript under the weight of Covid. This time the book impacted me in a deeper and more meaningful way, it brought me peace. It brought balance to the feelings and condition I was trying to capture—it was a journey toward finding a way to express myself again, at a moment where I felt Covid had robbed me from this gift.
With al-Neffari I stopped feeling the weight of time. It wasn’t just pleasure, it was transcendental. I ended up creating a whole body of work from this reading.
Biography
Fatima El-Hajj’s (b.1953, Lebanon) graduated in 1978 from the Institut des Beaux-Arts at the Lebanese University in Beirut, and later from the Academy of Fine Arts in Leningrad. She then completed her studies at the Ecole Nationale Supérieure des Arts Décoratifs of Paris in 1983. She was awarded with the Picasso Prize in Madrid in 1985, and taught in Beirut at the Institut des Beaux-Arts until 2017. She is recipient of the First award, EMAAR International Art Symposium (EIAS)in 2007. Since 1986, she has shown regularly in Lebanon, Spain, and France, as well as in Kuwait, the United Arab Emirates, Bahrain, Syria, Morocco, and Qatar. Her work is in the Institut du mond arabe’s permanent collections, among others.
Fatima El Hajj – al-Niffari
Quarantined in Paris; For Cities Under Quarantine – The Mailbox Project